My first impulse was to tell her of my love, and then I thought of the helplessness of her position wherein I alone could lighten the burdens of her captivity, and protect her in my poor way against the thousands of hereditary enemies she must face upon our arrival at Thark. I could not chance causing her additional pain or sorrow by declaring a love which, in all probability she did not return. Should I be so indiscreet, her position would be even more unbearable than now, and the thought that she might feel that I was taking advantage of her helplessness, to influence her decision was the final argument which sealed my lips.
„Why are you so quiet, Dejah Thoris?“ I asked. „Possibly you would rather return to Sola and your quarters.“
„No,“ she murmured, „I am happy here. I do not know why it is that I should always be happy and contented when you, John Carter, a stranger, are with me; yet at such times it seems that I am safe and that, with you, I shall soon return to my father’s court and feel his strong arms about me and my mother’s tears and kisses on my cheek.“
„Do people kiss, then, upon Barsoom?“ I asked, when she had explained the word she used, in answer to my inquiry as to its meaning.
„Parents, brothers, and sisters, yes; and,“ she added in a low, thoughtful tone, „lovers.“
„And you, Dejah Thoris, have parents and brothers and sisters?“
She was silent, nor could I venture to repeat the question.
„The man of Barsoom,“ she finally ventured, „does not ask personal questions of women, except his mother, and the woman he has fought for and won.“